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WEAVING YOUR REALITY PODCAST
WANA HEY CEREMONIAL CACAO
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retired food blogger revamping my social media after hiding for too long. come along 👋🏼
@WANA.HEY founder & ceremonial cacao steward🍫
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I remember the moment in my kitchen when at 8 week I remember the moment in my kitchen when at 8 weeks pregnant, I heard a voice that said “this one will stay. You will get to hold this baby Earthside”. I broke down in tears of gratitude… because I knew in my bones it was true. Thanking God every day for this miracle. ✨ Hi, I’m Ksenia. I moved to the U.S. alone at 20 with a pocket full of dreams, and somehow sharing things on the internet made most of them real. Since then: food blogging, renovating homes, motherhood, building a cacao company, and more blowing up old identities than I could’ve planned for myself. Somewhere along the way my life as I knew it fell apart & I stopped sharing from the truth of who I am. This is me coming back to myself. I share about ceremonial cacao, motherhood, nature, synchronicities, and whatever else feels alive. Glad you’re here 🤍
Stop being stingy with posting. You’ll learn more Stop being stingy with posting. You’ll learn more from posting 5 videos than thinking about 50. It’s day 5 of reviving my social media career as a 37 y.o. former full-time blogger. Let’s chat trial reels, the importance of energetic metrics - not just external ones, and the spectrum of feedback from criticism to conversions. If you’re reading this, this is your sign to keep showing up 👊🏼 ✨ Hi, I’m Ksenia. I moved to the U.S. alone at 20 with a pocket full of dreams, and somehow sharing things on the internet made most of them real. Since then: food blogging, renovating homes, motherhood, building a cacao company, and more blowing up old identities than I could’ve planned for myself. Somewhere along the way my life as I knew it fell apart & I stopped sharing from the truth of who I am. This is me coming back to myself. I share about ceremonial cacao, motherhood, nature, synchronicities, and whatever else feels alive. Glad you’re here 🪄
I’m done hiding. This is Day 4 of reviving my soci I’m done hiding. This is Day 4 of reviving my social media career as a 37 y.o. former full-time blogger. Mindset shifts: 1. Social media as a co-creation instead of a performance. 2. Don’t let outside feedback define your actions. Keep showing up. 3. See your content as a music album - each piece contributes to telling a story. Some posts will perform better than others and that’s normal. ✨ Hi, I’m @ksenia.avdulove. I moved to the U.S. alone at 20 with a pocket full of dreams, and somehow sharing things on the internet made most of them real. Since then: food blogging, renovating homes, motherhood, building a cacao company @wana.hey, and more blowing up old identities than I could’ve planned for myself. Somewhere along the way my life as I knew it fell apart & I stopped sharing from the truth of who I am. This is me coming back to myself. I share about ceremonial cacao, motherhood, nature, synchronicities, and whatever else feels alive. Glad you’re here 🪄
This is my all-time favorite 100% pure cacao. It’s This is my all-time favorite 100% pure cacao. It’s so deep, rich, and velvety. Comment CACAO for the link to the limited @WANA.HEY batch ✨ This wild strain cacao grows in a remote, biodiverse Amazon rainforest with no chemicals and no shortcuts. It’s harvested, fermented, dried, and carried out by hand by Awajún families. This is the first time @WANA.HEY is offering pure 100% cacao with nothing added, because I know tasting this rainforest will be a game changer for you, like it was for me. ✨♥️ Hi, I’m Ksenia. I moved to the U.S. alone at 20 with a pocket full of dreams, and somehow sharing things on the internet made most of them real. Since then: food blogging, renovating homes, motherhood, building a cacao company, and more blowing up old identities than I could’ve planned for myself. I share about ceremonial cacao, motherhood, nature, synchronicities, and whatever else feels alive. Glad you’re here 🪄 #ceremonialcacao
Day 3 of reviving my social media career as a 37 y Day 3 of reviving my social media career as a 37 y.o. former full-time blogger. ✨ Hi, I’m @ksenia.avdulove. I moved to the U.S. alone at 20 with a pocket full of dreams, and somehow sharing things on the internet made most of them real. Since then: food blogging, renovating homes, motherhood, building a cacao company, and more blowing up old identities than I could’ve planned for myself. Somewhere along the way my life as I knew it fell apart & I stopped sharing from the truth of who I am. This is me coming back to myself. I share about ceremonial cacao, motherhood, nature, synchronicities, and whatever else feels alive. Glad you’re here 🪄
I genuinely want to switch to more natural fabrics I genuinely want to switch to more natural fabrics but my polyester leggings are still undefeated 😭 have you found cute nontoxic activewear that actually fits + looks great? ✨ Hi, I’m @ksenia.avdulove. I moved to the U.S. alone at 20 with a pocket full of dreams, and somehow sharing things on the internet made most of them real. Since then: food blogging, renovating homes, motherhood, building a cacao company @wana.hey, and more blowing up old identities than I could’ve planned for myself. Somewhere along the way my life as I knew it fell apart & I stopped sharing from the truth of who I am. This is me coming back to myself. I share about ceremonial cacao, motherhood, nature, synchronicities, and whatever else feels alive. Glad you’re here 🪄
Day 2 of reviving my social media career as a 37 y Day 2 of reviving my social media career as a 37 y o former full-time blogger. Today I focused on 2 things to move me toward the vision: 1. Started filming snippets of what I do thoughout the day (5-10 seconds here and there, nothing that takes over my life) 2. Sat down to map out my content pillars and brainstorm upcoming things to film, create and share. Current pillars: 1. ceremonial cacao / @wana.hey 2. nature 3. motherhood 4. thrifting/style 5. growth (podcast interviews, social media, business, life lessons etc). And woven through all of it: intuition, synchronicities, and choosing to be the main character in your own life. ✨ Hi, I’m @ksenia.avdulove. I moved to the U.S. alone at 20 with a pocket full of dreams, and somehow sharing things on the internet made most of them real. Since then: food blogging, renovating homes, motherhood, building a cacao company, and more blowing up old identities than I could’ve planned for myself. Somewhere along the way my life as I knew it fell apart & I stopped sharing from the truth of who I am. This is me coming back to myself. I share about ceremonial cacao, motherhood, nature, synchronicities, and whatever else feels alive. Glad you’re here 👋🏼
I’m ready to stop blaming the algorithm. The inte I’m ready to stop blaming the algorithm. The internet changed. People got better at storytelling. And I kept expecting old effort to produce old results. So this is me getting back to werk ✨ Hi, I’m Ksenia. I moved to the U.S. alone at 20 with a pocket full of dreams, and somehow sharing things on the internet made most of them real. Since then: food blogging, renovating homes, motherhood, building a cacao company, and more blowing up old identities than I could’ve planned for myself. Somewhere along the way my life as I knew it fell apart & I stopped sharing from the truth of who I am. This is me coming back to myself. I share about ceremonial cacao, motherhood, nature, synchronicities, and whatever else feels alive. Glad you’re here 👋🏼
Thrifted summer looks and miracles. Thrifted summer looks and miracles.
The next limited edition of @WANA.HEY cacao comes The next limited edition of @WANA.HEY cacao comes from the Amazonas region of Peru, where Awajún families cultivate cacao within a biodiverse forest. Here, the land is not a resource - it’s a living relative. Cacao is grown in rhythm with the forest, supporting both community livelihood and the protection of ancestral territory. There are no roads leading to this cacao. Everything is harvested by hand, then carried out of the forest on foot. That level of care is something you can feel. This is a completely different expression of cacao. Deeper… More velvety... More grounding. And for the first time, I’ll be sharing it in its purest form - 100% cacao. Nothing added. This is where we begin with this origin 🌿 Limited first batch coming soon. Comment “CACAO” to join the waitlist.
Comment CACAO and I’ll send you first access to th Comment CACAO and I’ll send you first access to this limited @WANA.HEY batch ✨ This cacao is grown in a wild rainforest with no chemicals and no shortcuts. It’s harvested, fermented and dried with a lot of care by Awajún families, and then carried out by hand (there are no roads). Before introducing botanical blends with this new origin, I wanted you to experience this cacao in its purest form. It’s the only 100% cacao I’m truly obsessed with. It’s THAT good. This will be the first time @WANA.HEY offers 100% cacao. #ceremonialcacao #ethicalchocolate #amazonasperu
“This is the big disconnect: the abundance won’t c “This is the big disconnect: the abundance won’t come in until you AGREE to receive it.” 🤯@elizabethralph on @weavingyourreality episode 246. Going through The Spiritual Investor mastermind with Elizabeth has been the biggest initiation into receiving I’ve ever experienced. Yes, I learned about building long term wealth, about creating a diversified portfolio, but most importantly, I got a massive and unexpected initiation into co-creating with WHAT IS and trusting the bigger plan instead of pretending that I know what’s best for me. It’s been such a liberating experience that has led to big movements in every area of my life. Tune into the episode to receive some of this frequency ✨
What if building wealth wasn’t about chasing money What if building wealth wasn’t about chasing money… but about becoming the version of you who can allow in more? In The Spiritual Investor, @elizabethralph teaches expanding money through intuitive investing, as well as the energetics behind becoming a person steps into a whole new identity around money. I’ve learned so much from Elizabeth through her podcast as well as The Spiritual Investor Mastermind - which has been one of the most impactful group programs I’ve EVER been a part of. Tune into the wealth frequency on episode 246 of @weavingyourreality podcast. I’m coming out of a 5-month podcast silence to release this conversation. It’s THAT good ☄️
Early indicators are strong. New @WANA.HEY ceremon Early indicators are strong. New @WANA.HEY ceremonial cacao origin & new recipe coming soon ✨ can’t wait for you to experience it! This is truly the best cacao I’ve EVER had.
This and no cell service is exactly what my soul n This and no cell service is exactly what my soul needed to remember who t f I am. So grateful for this journey deep into the Amazon rainforest to taste some of the best cacao in the world and be with the community that stewards the next @wana.hey offering.
Mama cacao has held me through some of the darkest Mama cacao has held me through some of the darkest nights of the soul, and to be with her in this way deep in the Amazon jungle with amazing people feels like one of the biggest blessings of my life. Can’t wait for you to taste the blessings with the upcoming new @WANA.HEY cacao offerings ✨
What a dream to go to the source and be with mama What a dream to go to the source and be with mama cacao in one of the wildest, most sacred places on earth. I CAN’T WAIT to introduce you to the new @wana.hey Amazon rainforest cacao soon! #cacaoforest #cacaonativo #cacaotree
A year ago I went to Peru with a batch of cacao I’ A year ago I went to Peru with a batch of cacao I’d just started making in my kitchen. @WANA.HEY didn’t officially exist yet. A few inner loops still needed to close before I could fully birth it 🐦‍🔥 I ended up serving that cacao at the closing circle of a pilgrimage with @joaquin.del.mojo. 9 months later, WANA HEY launched. Since then, it’s been shared in kitchens and circles around the world 🥹 Now it’s time to go back. This time, not to the mountains… but to the jungle. To the origin of a new cacao I’ve been working with (every single person who’s tasted it has been raving about it ❤️‍🔥). First time camping in almost a decade 😅 Going fully off grid. Back to source. This cacao is SO different. If the original WANA HEY is fruity and floral, this one is deeper, richer… pure opulence. If the original recipe is an invitation to feel more, this one is to root deeper. This has always been the point for me - not just to source something from far away, but to actually go there, to meet the land and the people. I’ll report back from the other side ✌🏼 Any orders placed between March 21–29 will ship on April 1 🫶🏽 If you need a restock, now’s the time WANAHEY.com🌹 Preorders for the new cacao opening soon!
Social media becomes exhausting when we try to per Social media becomes exhausting when we try to perform for it. But when we live in alignment first… Social media simply becomes the overflow of real life, a playful self expression of your essence.
No overthinking… no analysis… just reaching for wh No overthinking… no analysis… just reaching for what feels right. Working with flower remedies is one of my favorite way to remember this wisdom we all were tapped into at birth. If you want to discover which flowers your body is ready to co-create with, take the flower quiz on lotuswei.com/ksenia 🌸 10% off @lotuswei with code KSENIA #floweressences #flowerremedies #lotuswei
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